i thought that coming to Guelph would be good for me. i thought that things here wouldnt remind me of you. i was wrong. this bed, these sheets, the sweater i wore to sleep every night, and this zebra print snuggie. youre everywhere. im trying to not let myself feel all of this because i know nothing good can come of it.
every day something hurts, because i experience it for the first time without you. you’d think it would get easier, but each time its like a crushing blow that takes the wind out of my lungs.
my god, it has not been easy
last night was awful. today has been awful. i miss you like crazy. here’s to hoping it gets better.
everything you have needed?
All that you deserve?